A Journey of Faith: The Miracle That Fulfilled My Heart
Belief is a deeply personal yet universal experience—
the conviction that something greater exists, unseen yet profoundly felt. It grows from personal experiences, cultural teachings, and, sometimes, inexplicable moments that change our lives forever. This is how belief guided me from despair to the fulfillment of my heart’s deepest longing.
Seven years into my marriage, I still waited for a child to call my own. I had always loved children, dreaming of cradling a baby that was a part of me. But as the years passed, my dream felt increasingly out of reach. At 33 years old, I was burdened by my fears and frustrations and the relentless pressure and whispers of family and society.
I tried everything within my power—fertility treatments, medications, and intrauterine inseminations (IUIs). My parents and I followed every suggestion, no matter how far-fetched. We traveled to distant temples, prayed before fertility idols, and observed rituals and fasts that we hoped would invoke divine favor. But nothing worked. With time, my hope began to wither, and I reluctantly resigned myself to the possibility that I might never become a mother.
Longing for solace and clarity, I visited my parents in Bangalore. One quiet morning, as we sipped tea and leafed through the Thursday edition of the Deccan Herald, my mother pointed out the “Infant Jesus Thanksgiving” section. It was a column filled with testimonies of miracles attributed to prayers at the Infant Jesus Church. Sensing my despair, she gently suggested, “Let’s start going to Infant Jesus Church every Thursday.”
It was on our fifth Thursday visit to the church that my life took an extraordinary turn. As was customary, we purchased candles and garlands from outside vendors and handed small coins to the beggars near the compound. Walking toward the church steps, I noticed an older man sitting quietly. He wore a soiled white robe, his frail frame resting on a crooked wooden stick.
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As we climbed closer, he slowly stood up.
I assumed he would ask for alms, but instead, he extended his hand toward me. He gently placed his hand on my head and said, “May your wish come true.”
His words froze me in place. They were simple, yet they carried a weight I couldn’t explain. The man was gone before my mother and I could comprehend what had happened. He seemed to vanish as mysteriously as he had appeared.
Instead of entering the church immediately, I frantically searched for him, retracing my steps. My mother, meanwhile, went to the church stall to ask about him. When I joined her, the nun behind the counter listened to our description of the older man and replied with an astonishing statement:
“I’ve been here for over a decade. I have never seen such a man here, nor would we allow anyone like that within the church premises. Perhaps it was your imagination.”
Her words left me speechless.
Goosebumps rippled across my skin as I replayed the encounter in my mind. There was something indescribably sacred about that man—his frailty, aura, and how he spoke as if he knew my heart’s deepest longing. The nun paused, sensing my emotions, and said quietly, “Maybe it wasn’t your imagination. Maybe you were blessed.”
At that moment, I felt an overwhelming certainty: the older man wasn’t just anyone. He was divine. My heart whispered that it was none other than Jesus himself, appearing in a form I could understand to bless me in my hour of need.
What followed was nothing short of miraculous. Three months after returning from Bangalore, I conceived. The joy that filled our home was boundless, as though light had burst through the darkness that had clouded my heart for years. The day I discovered I was expecting was a moment of pure, unfiltered gratitude—a prayer answered, a promise fulfilled.
Years later, I can still see his face, the kindness in his eyes, the blessing in his touch. I have no doubt that the Infant Jesus had heard my prayers, saw my despair, and sent an angel in his form to grant me the gift of motherhood. That sacred moment remains etched in my soul, a reminder of the power of faith and the boundless love of the divine.
I feel a renewed sense of awe and devotion whenever I think of that Thursday. My belief in God and miracles has only deepened, and I share my story to remind others that when all seems lost, faith can lead you to places you never imagined. Amen.